:: exams! ::
urgh... i hate exams... cant be bothered to study anymore... and two days he say want to go librbary and study and two days he pang sei me already.... feeling abit cheated here... just abit only.... what the hell man... the com just played the song, making love out of nothing at all.... no connection....
some times i wish i got a best friend, who is the same age as me and has the same hobbies as me... one who has the same subject combination as me so that he can teach me... one who enjoys what i enjoy... prob dun have cos i think no one in singapore is in the same predicament as me... i hate it man... i thought i can find at cca, and then dun have... then later i see ppl's class so bonded, and mine is so screwed up... then i try to keep the old friends but they all have their own ccas and their own life... its time that i make an exit from their lifes... feel like shit man... damn depressed now...
IS ANYONE OUT THERE?!
prob i m living in my own world and it doesnt really exist... feel like crying, just melting into the night and not be seen again... everyone would just carry on their own life, their own schedules, and no one would really notice... just as i m always the one who start the conversation, just as i m always the one who calls and plans... no one really asks me to join their group...
thus, this is my birthday wish for this year... to find a good friend who can stick with me thru thick and thin... whom i can have fun with and whom i can suffer with!!!!
some times i wish i got a best friend, who is the same age as me and has the same hobbies as me... one who has the same subject combination as me so that he can teach me... one who enjoys what i enjoy... prob dun have cos i think no one in singapore is in the same predicament as me... i hate it man... i thought i can find at cca, and then dun have... then later i see ppl's class so bonded, and mine is so screwed up... then i try to keep the old friends but they all have their own ccas and their own life... its time that i make an exit from their lifes... feel like shit man... damn depressed now...
IS ANYONE OUT THERE?!
prob i m living in my own world and it doesnt really exist... feel like crying, just melting into the night and not be seen again... everyone would just carry on their own life, their own schedules, and no one would really notice... just as i m always the one who start the conversation, just as i m always the one who calls and plans... no one really asks me to join their group...
thus, this is my birthday wish for this year... to find a good friend who can stick with me thru thick and thin... whom i can have fun with and whom i can suffer with!!!!
joshua loved @
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home