:: today the 26th ::

just realised that very long never blog already... haha... sorry about it kenneth! :(

just went to "qq" blog... although i doubt that it is gabriel, cos i dun think gabe is so "crazy" so to say to leave his URL there... haha.. but nonetheless, curiosity got the better of me and i went to take a look...

but i found that gaberiel ( gabe for short), wrote smt about me there... i was of course damn pissed but then on the hind sight, when i have cooled down, i recalled reading smt from the bible which is the parable of the servants...

it goes like this " once there was a servant who owed his master a hunderd taels of silver and he was unable to pay back. his master forgave him his debt as he took pity on the servant. however, this servant went to his fellow servant and demanded that he pay back his debt of ten taels of silver. when his fellow servant could not, he took him and threw him in jail until he could pay back his debts. when his master heard of this, he said " you evil person, i forgave you your debt of a hundred taels but you cant forgive your fellow servent of ten taels?" and the master threw him into prison until he could pay back his debts"... of course, needless to say, the servant couldnt get out and was left to rot in jail..

i was reminded of it, cos i m not perfect myself, and must in turn " not judge people or be judged" and my anger subsided... i didnt take any action after that... much less to say, when gabe asked for forgiveness, i have already forgave him... haha...

then i recalled that wang guan was very close to him, so i went to his blog, via the link at gabe's blog cos i have already forgotten his url ( P.S. i just found out that it is http://li0nheart.bizhat.com/ )... haha.. ya.. then i read smt about him calling people a suck up and being small... he also gave his destructive comments and tried to run me down in front of his peers again... fortunately, God was with me and i remembered this parable again... then i realised, why should i be angry? why should i take the "advise" of whom i hardly know now, since he has changed so much... i could even say i do not know him... haha...

thanks kenneth, laraine and all my friends in school for standing by me... as someone said, i m only hurt when the person is very close to me... fortunately, i realised my folly after the presbyterian high incident and distant myself from small people...

i am not angry, i would just like to reply to the gabe/wg thing cos they are talking about me in direct. it would not even affect me, as wang guan would hope to, and i would carry on my life as per normal... i know that i have given of my best and i need not fear what others think of me... i have fulfilled my presonal mission statement , PMS for short, and that is to do my best in all that i do and let God do the rest..

last of all, i just want to mention that " you would rather offend a woman, than offend a small person"... although a woman would be very grumpy and start to bad mouth you, she still has a conscience and will stop after a while... a small person has no conscience and does not know how to stop... pls take a good look at the kind of people that you are making friends with... learn from my example... do not follow in my footsteps... :)